May 14, 2017

14 May 2017

Today is the last day you ever see my face. You will not see my face again. I hope it makes you happy, because no matter how hard I try, I am still not enough. I am just not enough.

I will forever remember this day, the day my heart has been broken by someone I love so dearly.

May 10, 2017

You can always make time for other things, but why can't you make some time for me?

How unimportant I am.

5 years has passed, but why do I still get hurt over the same things?

Rindu, my ass

May 07, 2017

The world is a scary place.

To be honest, life has been tough lately. I have been feeling not very good for a couple of weeks now.

I got a job. But I don't like it. I don't like the environment. I don't like the boss. I don't like everything. Coming to work everyday is like a torture for me.

I came home everyday feeling very anxious, very tired, not happy and stressed.

I thought about quitting, but I somehow feel like a loser. Like, I can't even survive in the small part of my life journey, how can I survive in the future? I feel like, me myself could not take the tiniest challenge in this world.

The world is a scary place. Growing up is scary.

Oh Allah, please help me.