September 14, 2015

Some part of me really want to forgive you and just forget of all the things we've ever done, all the secrets we ever shared, all the nights we ever spend just talking and laughing, or even all the tears you ever seen running down my face, or even the hugs you ever gave me to made me completely okay about everything and still loving you the same way I ever did in the past.

But,

Some part of me really want to forgive and forget all of the stuffs, the sweet or the bitter, i rather forget everything completelly and never see you again. Some paart of me really hope to never see you again, to never hear your voice again, to never hear any stories about you, to never recognize you when we pass by each other on the road or in the bus or the train and feel completely okay about it.

I dont know which one makes me feel better, I just feel that either way hurts me  to the deepest, like no one ever did, and you will never know.

I hope you have a great life ahead, live well.