When in pain, write.
When you heart ache, write.

So, why can’t I write now?
Does that mean I’m not in “the” state?

Even so, why does my heart feel so broken?
Why does it hurts so much?

If it can be seen by our eyes, my heart probably bleeding.
But, we can’t see it.

Hence, it does not broken. It does not bleed. It does not hurt.

And everything is ok.