Sometimes I find myself standing in front of the mirror, looking at myself, wondering if this is the life I always wanted. If this is the life that I chose to live. If this is the kind of friends that I want and need. I am always the rebellious one in the family, but always tryna change to be better. Now that I got the life I always wanted, I find myself questioning if this is really what I wanted. I don't have the answers though. I just feel like I am disappointed with myself.